It’s That Time of the Year Again

*sigh* It’s that time of the year again. Another one of my saddest moment – Hari Raya. I don’t buy any raya preparations or item at all, as I will be alone during this period. Since Wan left, there is no meaning in this so-called “celebration”.

Hari raya is too painful for me. Seeing everyone else celebrating with their family while me celebrating it all alone. Painful. Too painful.

p/s: Holding on till the end of this month. 29th June, please come soon >.<

Percubaan Mengecutkan Jerawat

These days, my skin selalu naik jerawat. Jerawat batu pun pernah ada tsk. Maybe caused by perubahan hormon akibat dah tua, sobs. Cause masa muda remaja dulu jarang sangat lah jerawat nak berkunjung tiba.

Sebelum I start with facial set khas untuk kulit acne-prone / sensitif, I tried a few ways untuk kecutkan jerawat-jerawat yang menjelma;

  • Oxy cream for stubborn acne ❌
  • Body shop tea tree oil ✅
  • Body shop tea tree oil targeted gel stick ✅
  • Theraskin thin spot patch ✅
  • Toothpaste ✅

Any of you girls ada personal experience and recommendation untuk kurangkan kesensitifan kulit ni?

Still Upset

I am actually still sad that my birthday was kind of neglected. Other than celebrated by my team members from work…. I guess that’s all about it :( When my grandma was alive, I wouldn’t really mind. She would cook me my favorite meal. And that would be more than enough.

But now that I am all alone in this world, it really affects me :( I feel so lonely, I feel unloved, I feel like nobody cares to shower me with any type of love. I try to brush off this feeling most of the time. But sometimes I just lose it. I would cry and sob feeling like this.

I know I shouldn’t be complaining, as there are way more unfortunate people in this world. But . . . . . . . .

My Thoughts on Wok of Love (up until ep. 14)

We get it that all those anger and screaming might come from the frustration – betrayal of his ex-wife, close colleagues who he thoughts were his close friends. But for how long? Does the writer want a hate club for Poong or something? So i don’t understand why they still wanna keep that jerk character on Poong.

Actually Poong is so pitiful & lonely. He doesn’t have anyone to talk or share his feeling. I think being in that situation doesn’t help him to be less confused either :(

To be honest, i don’t know where this drama story line is going. Like on episode 14, suddenly another kkangpae (gangster) taking the whole 15 to 20 minutes of air time.

I personally think they should have developed his friendship with the minions first at least? Where that will teach him there are nice people despite how they look like. I was expecting he would already be teaching and cooking together with them by now.

Andddd he said he wanted revenge. But what’s his plan? So far he just waits inside the restaurant for customers. I see no marketing, no advertisement. Seriously? I hope the writer-nim and PD-nim will do better in coming episodes. PLEASE.