Social Support

Is there such thing? Hmm. It’s just I have been so unhappy these few months. Other than of course grieving over my late grandmother and how I still miss her each and every day… I feel I don’t have this social support thingie.

Being in the team I’m currently working in, it’s just… getting more and more boring. We can get by whole day bot talking to each other and just do our work. If there is a need to talk, it’s just about work. And that doesn’t really satisfy my need(?) lol (I sound so needy lol).

I hope I can at least be surrounded by some people who can give me that. Asking how are you. Saying good and motivated things to me once in a while. I don’t get that anymore in this team. I feel redundant and not important. Yeah, my manager told me otherwise cause I have been working for quite a while and I shouldn’t feel that way bla bla.. but I guess it’s true when they say “action speaks louder than words”?

I just need a change. Hopefully to the better. Praying hard!

Time Flies

Man… it’s already the last day of the second last month of the year. And to be honest, I think I achieved NOTHING this year. Been wasting it like nobody’s business urgh. And ohhh… I’ve been wanting to share my weird + fun experience I had for the KBEE event I went early this month, but my slow laptop has been stopping me to do so. It will take foreverrrr to load so I always don’t feel like being online through my laptop when I’m at home. Updating through phone is not that convenient. So.. there goes the delay! \o/ I will try to do it soon before I forget everything though ^^;

p/s: Hmm.. why do I always feel it’s been ages or forever ago when it comes to my encounter with Junho? sobs…

Junho is coming to Singapore for KBEE

Shocking, lol. Cause the last time he came to Singapore was in 2013 for Cold Eyes promotion (and I didn’t get to go, for whatever reason that I couldn’t remember lol). And I only heard about this from a dear friend of mine – Nana (btw, I’m still so thankful and touched that she personally messaged me, to inform me of this news).

Oh yes, he’s gonna be there as one of the honorary ambassador of KBEE (Korea Brand & Entertainment Expo) for 2018 Singapore :) Woah, so proud my babyyy hahaha.


 

Anywayyy… happened that KBEE will organize a fansign of Junho, Ji Hyo & Snuper, and there will also be some sort of concert. And the only way to get the tickets to ALL these event is through registration through their website at CERTAIN TIME, at the SAME TIME. I was already damn worried about the capability of their server to hold the traffic and load, cause;

  1. It’s free… so… many many many people will try.
  2. Registration for ALL EVENTS are being done at the SAME TIME.

I myself was mainly trying to register for Junho’s fansign event of course. And oh well, as expected, it was a DISASTER. Not only me, but so many people couldn’t load the website, being kicked out of their sessions.. etc. It’s damn frustrating I’m telling you!! Urgh. And after so many complaint I guess, the organizer decided to open up another session to get the tickets.

To be honest, I didn’t think it will be any different from the first one… and yup, as expected, it didn’t!! Kept trying for 784234238 times (with cycle of login, try to register, being kicked out of session) and still no luck with the fansign :( Saddddd….!!!

But this time, I also tried to register for the concert event too, as I read from here that Junho might be performing as well. But hmm, since I’ll be going alone, I’m not so in the mood to think of this much for now. So, let’s see… :/

K-Dramas I’m Currently Watching

Wok of Love: This is of course a must, since my boyfriend, Junho stars as the main lead hehe. To be honest, if not because of Junho, I might not continue watching this drama, as the direction, editing and storyline are all over the place. The way it’s being brought to the screen is not so interesting, making it quite boring for me.

Such a waste for Junho to be starring in such a drama, I pity him. But oh well, at least I can see he is having lots of fun with the casts ^^ I just want my boy to be happy hihi.

What’s Wrong with Secretary Kim: OK, I must say this drama is brilliant! Though it’s a cliche chaebol and ordinary-girl love + 2 ‘enemies’ fighting over a girl story, they make it in a fun way. And since it’s a story we know won’t happen in real life, I like how they brought it to us being all ridiculous and sometimes exaggerated. All the cute and comical sound effects that follow their actions are somehow entertaining for me, haha.

Park Seo Joon character as the narcissistic Lee Young Joon is super cute too, of course, lol. I very much enjoy each time he admire himself to the extend that you feel like puking or at least palming your face, haha. His super confident is just too entertaining. Park Min Young is also so super cuteee. I enjoy this drama so much, and must say, I prefer it way more than Wok of Love (sorry Junho :P)

Which Disney Princess and Marvel Character I’m a combination of?

Took the test here, and got that result. Well, if you ask me which is my most favourite Disney princess, I will say Belle from Beauty and the Beast. I like her cause she’s different, smart, caring, loving and she’s basically a common people, like not being born a princess. She’s been my favorite Disney character since I was little ^^

But oh well, Mulan would do it too I guess if you are talking about being hardworking. As I am not a very super genius person (unlike Tony haha), being hardworking is one of my way to achieve my goals :)

Now speaking of my most favorite Marvel character, most specifically favorite Avenger, yesss Tony Stark a.k.a Iron Man is the one! He’s smart, sarcastic, confident, go-getter…. and rich ass! lol. Like he really deserves to be an ass and annoying having all those traits, haha. And also, somehow, these characteristics very much remind me of my Junho, hehe.

But being genius isn’t his trait that I posses. But I do think I can be quite sarcastic at times too :P Being creative? Hmm.. maybe not too much. I only get creative doing things in stupid ways as I’m a lazy person. So I will always try to find a shortcut to get things done, lol.